A reminder for me,

Two posts in one night, phew. My mind needs to vomit this one out.

Heres to my dear self, dont ever forget your worth. Dont ever shower in tears, covering your lips so no one hears you. You are as strong as great as beautiful you can be. No matter how you think scars make you feel less beautiful, how you think fat makes you less beautiful.

Stop demanding people to justify what is and what isnt. You should love yourself better than anyone, you should not wait for a person to buy you flowers, you should not have to hear someone tell you that you were worth fighting for. You are worth more than anything else.

Get. A. Hold. Of. Yourself.

You cant change what a person can be, you cant ask for someone to love you like how you idealize it to be. However, you can change yourself. Accept and adapt, life isnt always going to be rainbows and butterflies. Communicate and listen. It takes two to tango. Stop clinging on the past and drained your whole energy to thinking why things dont work. If things are meant to be then they are, if they arent then God is giving you signs, honey.

Wake up early, indulge yourself in the golden morning sun light. You love sweating out but you hate being told to exercise, you love morning yoga and working out. You love that your cheeks turn pink when you exercise cause its a sign that your blood is flowing just great. Take some time to cut the lawn grass, cutting grass relieves stress (for you). STOP CUTTING YOUR HAIR. Take morning walks and have early breakfast. Go for that cookies, go for that cake. Dont let anyone make you feel bad for having a sexy ass high calory sugary creamy dessert once and awhile.

Spend time doing what you always loved. Painting, going to the beach, going for picnics, spending time with your family, friends and loved for ones. You love a good me-time, you enjoy having yourself as company. You like that silent for yourself, or that loud music you blast for yourself using that JBL speaker. Talk to your cat, Iry gets lonely too.

Buy that flight ticket, wherever you plan to go. Stop spending so irresponsibly. You dont need that new moisturizer, you know whats good for your skin since the first time you used it and it cleared away your acne. Slow down in buying random stuff for yourself and for whoever you wish, BECAUSE YOU TEND TO OVERSPEND. Take it slow, make a priority list. 

Have your own back, you are your own knight and shining armor, love yourself first.