Two hearts.

Two cents about something called Love. I guess i could never excel in being a great lover, but my opinion sticks the same, Love is beautiful, beautiful like a field of flowers glowing under the sunshine.

Even when two hearts splits apart, love is still beautiful. 

It is okay to get your heart broken. Its called living. Painful as it is, breathe through it. Get prepared guys, this ones gonna be hella deep shit compiled emotional thoughts. -yes this is a warning. 

So, i guess you can put the puzzles together. Things arent meant to be when things arent meant to be. Just this time, rather than having an alarm that wakes me up softly, the universe decided to give me a bomb ass wake up call. So things didnt work out, and to be frank, i suck at accepting things (things that dont go my way). I try to console myself by saying things are gonna reattach anytime soon, things will be just the way it is soon, dont worry, stand up straight and chill it. -BAD ADVICE EVER, if youre in a mess, face it ok. Dont be me and run away from it and expect things to be same. 

Not going to put my story out for the world to read, just expressing what has been on my shoulders for awhile. 

A reminder to those struggling to heal from a heart break; At some point, you can only accept little pressure, find an escape route for all those bad thoughts that has crippled your mind and soul. Even better, find the positive thoughts that is already within you. Cry several nights/weeks/months, grief over the future youve planned, Just dont forget that it isnt the end of the world. Get back up and live happily again. If you are ever torn between, to fight harder or to let go. Choose careful and whatever you choose, give it your all. And if your all doesnt work, learn to accept better. One little tip - dont stay sad and let out bad vibes to your surroundings, been there done that, nothing good happens anyway, better to sip tea or watch your favorite movie while your heart and mind collects their shiz together. A hugs will make you feel better.

Words are sharper than a knife, so be aware of your words. Cause the mixture of being emotional + sad  + period month = crazy bitchy. Like your inner demons just suddenly go haywire. Dont be that girl. 

Above all, i regret nothing. Im pretty sure Allah has beautifully planned things for me. Even for you too. I wish all the beautiful people in a relationship to stand strongly, fight for each other and always remember your worth! And to those healing from a breakup, yall the real mvp. Get out more often, the world is a gorgeous place if you look closely! xo.